anthony

you're all i have left. i feel as if i lost you a long time ago, but am just now realizing it.

it's 1:16am, i can't sleep, haven't slept for days, and i ran out of tears just like i'm running out of words.

this is by far the hardest thing i have ever gone through in my entire life, and all i can do is type out some hopeless paragraphs on an internet blog that no one in particular reads.

i'm losing more of my little brother each second, literally, and nothing seems important anymore. everything has lost its luster and charm, and even the air i'm breathing feels stale. is this what it feels like to lose the only person you have left? because it's pretty goddamn shitty.

if i lose him.....